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Namrata shares her thoughts on time, stories, and Keemiya Creatives turning eight next month.

Perhaps it’s because Keemiya Creatives turns eight this January. Perhaps it’s because this year brought with it a recognition we didn’t anticipate but deeply value, being named Literary Consultancy of the Year – 2025. Perhaps it’s because one year has just ended and another is quietly beginning. Or perhaps it’s simply this: with time, reflection becomes less optional and more instinctive.

It arrives unannounced. In the stillness between one year ending and another beginning. In the way memory gathers weight. In the soft insistence to pause, to look back, to take measure, not of success alone, but of becoming.

The older something becomes — a person, a practice, a belief — the harder it is to rush past its meaning. You pause more. You look back more often. You allow yourself to sit with questions instead of urgently answering them. This year has been one of those pauses for me. Not loud. Not dramatic. Not celebratory in the way milestones often are. Instead, steady. Anchored. The kind of pause that does not demand answers, only honesty. The kind that asks: Who were you when you began? And who are you now?

As years pass, reflection stops being something you schedule and becomes something that finds you. In pauses between meetings. In quiet evenings when the noise of the day settles. In moments when you realise you are no longer the person who started and yet, you carry them with you everywhere.

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When I started Keemiya Creatives in January 2018, I didn’t have the clarity I have today. I didn’t know the exact shape this journey would take. There was no polished articulation of purpose, no blueprint that promised certainty.

What existed instead was a restless, persistent curiosity, paired with a deep, instinctive love for stories. Alongside it lived an insistent belief that there was room, and need, for work that was slower, more ethical, more intentional within publishing and creative spaces. At the time, that belief felt fragile. Naïve. Almost impractical.

When I shared the idea with a few close friends, not many believed in it. And that is fair. From the outside, it likely appeared nebulous. Unanchored. Publishing is not known for its assurances. Creative work even less so. Some listened kindly. Some offered caution dressed as concern. Some suggested alternatives that felt safer, more recognisable, easier to explain.

What I did not know then was how time would rearrange belief. Over the years, a few of those early skeptics became quiet, steady cheerleaders, the kind who do not announce their faith but show up in small, unwavering ways. And I have also watched a few people I counted on, people I assumed were well-wishers, drift away or reveal indifference when it mattered most.

This, too, is part of growing: Learning that belief does not always come from where you expect it to, and that absence rarely announces itself. Disappointment does not arrive loudly. It settles in quietly. You notice it only after it has already changed you.

Clarity, I have learned, does not arrive whole. It is not revealed. It is earned. It comes through repetition. Through showing up when you are unsure. Through mistakes you do not post about. Through decisions that feel wrong until, much later, they make sense. It arrives through work and through staying long enough to learn what no longer suits you.

There is a green diary that has borne witness to all of this. Its cover is worn now. Its pages softened by years of turning. Inside it lives the earliest version of Keemiya Creatives, not as it is today, but as it once was, raw, hopeful, unguarded. The pages are filled with hurried handwriting, arrows pointing in too many directions, ideas stacked on top of one another. One-year plans. Three-year plans. Five-year plans. Lifetime goals, written with the confidence only beginnings allow.

Some of those plans have been fulfilled. Some remain untouched, not abandoned, but waiting. Waiting for readiness. Waiting for alignment. Growth teaches you that ambition without timing is impatience in disguise.

I remember a friend flipping through that diary once. They paused, smiled, and said something meant to be funny. I laughed, partly because it was, and partly because it felt easier than naming how much that notebook mattered to me.

Those pages were not naïve. They were brave. They held belief before belief was validated. They held hope before proof existed. For me, those pages are not plans. They are permission. Permission to begin imperfectly. Permission to want deeply. Permission to believe that small, sincere effort can still leave a mark.

Today, when doubt feels heavy, as it sometimes does, I return to that diary. Not to romanticise the past, but to remember that conviction often precedes clarity. To remind myself that hope can exist even when validation doesn’t. I flip through its pages the way one rereads an old letter. It reminds me why I began. It reminds me that wanting to make a difference, however small, is reason enough to start.

If this journey has offered one consistent truth, it is this: people will teach you more than strategy ever will. Especially authors. Every interaction leaves a trace. Not just clients, but aspiring writers, published authors, editors, collaborators, and even fleeting conversations that never translate into formal work. Each exchange adds texture, teaching us about vulnerability, expectation, fear, resilience, and the unspoken weight of wanting one’s words to matter.

Authors do not arrive carrying manuscripts alone. They arrive carrying years of doubt. Of hope. Of rejection. Of quiet persistence. To work with them is to be entrusted with something deeply personal. They carry their worlds with them, their uncertainties, their courage, and their need to be heard without being hurried.

Publishing teaches patience in ways few industries do. It teaches you to listen beyond what is said. To respect pauses. To understand that stories cannot be rushed without losing their soul. Behind every manuscript is not just a story, but a person, often unsure, often brave, and often holding something fragile in their hands.

Over the years, Keemiya Creatives has crossed several milestones. Print media mentions. Shortlists. Nominations. Wins. Collaborations that challenged and shaped us. There have been moments that felt big on paper, the kind that signal progress to the outside world. But the quieter moments have often mattered just as much. The moments when something that once worked no longer did. The moments when we realised we needed to change course. The moments when we learned to say no, not out of fear, but out of alignment.

One such moment stands out clearly. There was a time we walked away from a large corporate client, something we had hoped for, worked towards, imagined for a long time. On paper, it was everything one is taught to want. Scale. Visibility. Security. But alignment was missing. The work demanded compromises we were not comfortable making. The values did not sit right. Walking away at the last moment was painful. It required courage that did not feel heroic, only deeply uncomfortable. But it was necessary.

That decision taught us more about trust, values, and self-respect than any award ever could. It reminded us, that success without alignment extracts a quiet cost. That sometimes, the bravest thing you can do is let go of what you once wanted because you now know yourself better.

There were other lessons too. Ideas we believed would evolve did not. Strategies that once worked stopped working. Knowing what works and what doesn’t is an ongoing negotiation. The landscape shifts. Audiences change. Needs transform.

What matters is discernment. Knowing when to stay. Knowing when to leave. People. Opportunities. Projects. Rooms. Ideas. Staying too long erodes you. Leaving too early denies you growth. Learning the difference is humbling work, learned only through time, and tenderness towards your own missteps.

Perhaps the most affirming moments this year were not the public ones. They were the quiet realisations, hearing about Keemiya Creatives being spoken of in rooms we were not present in. By people we have never worked with. By people who knew our work, our ethics, our approach. That kind of recognition cannot be engineered. It is earned slowly, through consistency.

That, for me, speaks volumes. It tells me that what we set out to do —Letting our work speak for itself, is quietly happening.

Over time, we learned to draw boundaries. Firm ones. In how we work. In what we accept. In the ethics we will not negotiate. I have worked with people who were almost right, and some who felt entirely aligned. That continues to be part of the journey. People are unpredictable. Outcomes uncertain. But every experience offers instruction, if you are willing to listen.

What keeps this work deeply fulfilling, even on the hardest days, is books. There are days when the office looks less like a workspace and more like a library, or a mini bookstore. Cartons stacked in corners. Books strewn across desks. Manuscripts waiting to be read. Pages marked with notes and questions. Desks overflowing. Floors barely visible. And yet, it feels like a dream.

Books slow you down. They demand attention. They remind you that depth still matters in a world obsessed with speed. To be surrounded by them every day, to work on and for stories, is a privilege I never forget.

As this year draws to a close, gratitude sits quietly alongside reflection. Gratitude for the lessons. The missteps. The growth. For authors who trusted us. For conversations that lingered. For clarity that continues to evolve. We know what works, for now, and we remain open to learning again.

Ending 2025 with this award feels less like a destination and more like a pause. A moment to acknowledge the journey so far. To breathe. To look ahead without rushing. As we step into 2026, and towards eight years of Keemiya Creatives, we do so with renewed intention, steadier values, and the same love for stories that started it all.

Thank you for being part of this journey, in ways big and small.

Namrata